Blog 2017-08-10T04:16:40+00:00

MS: Multiple Sclerosis, My Strength, My Story – Yoga by K. Muktidevi Demafeliz

MS: Multiple Sclerosis, My Strength, My Story – Yoga by K. Muktidevi Demafeliz I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis (MS) in October 1998, when I was 18 years old.  I am 37 now and blessed to say that my current condition is “stable”.  MS is known as the “invisible illness” as symptoms vary from patient to patient.  Intermittent symptoms both visible and invisible include: fatigue, balance, gait, unsteady walking, fine motor control fingers, pain, numbness & tingling feeling, bladder & bowel control, heat sensitivity, memory & cognitive issues, depression, speech & vision impairment, trouble with swallowing, and other neurological symptoms that affect mobility.  I have “Relapsing-Remitting MS.”  MS is when one’s immune system attacks the brain/spine also known as the Central Nervous System (CNS).  These symptoms may arise at unpredictable times and can be severe when an “attack” (exacerbation) triggers.  Unfortunately, there is no known cause or cure for MS, but the medication I am currently taking (Avonex Auto-Injector Pen – Interferon beta-1a) slows down the progression of the disease. This is one of the main reasons why I sought yoga in the first place, because of my MS… but to also center and balance my mind, body, and spirit.  I’ve been practicing yoga for 8 years and been teaching for 4 years now.  Thank goodness at the present moment, I am currently stable, but between the ages of 18-23 years, I was in severely bad shape that had me in a wheelchair, a walker, and the use of cane.  [...]

The Invisibility of the Disability by Sarit Rogers

The Invisibility of the Disability by Sarit Rogers Thick, like cold honey, oh how hard it is to move, to breathe, to rise and dissolve the sleep from my eyes, with bones, stiff and swollen, this immovable framework tangled in bed-sheets. An invisible disability is only invisible to you. To me, to us, it is glaring, screaming at us from within, beating the drum of felt insignificance. The “I can’t do this” becomes a mantra, the “I’m too tired” becomes a way of life, as we wear our loneliness like a shapeless shift. It doesn’t have to be this way. I have experienced sideways glances as I park my car in a handicapped spot – I appear to be able-bodied so why am I parking there, right? I have heard people devalue the experience of those of us suffering from an invisible disability while comparing their physical disabilities to what they can’t see in us. I need to remind us all: Pain and discomfort isn’t a contest. Having to prove you don’t feel well just adds to the problem. Experience can be varied. One common scenario is this: You look fine. Are you sure it’s not in your head?  Have you tried _____?  It can’t be that bad.  I heard _____ is psychosomatic. The internal process is sometimes like this: I’m so tired. Can I die from being this tired?  Surely you can die from being this tired.  Sleep. Yes. Sleep. I am so tired. I feel like I’m going to die.  Wait, what was [...]

The Antidote is Hope by Jivana Heyman       

The Antidote is Hope by Jivana Heyman        Accessible Yoga was born out of my interest in bringing people together who believe in sharing the teachings of yoga with everyone. People who are dedicated to finding peace in their lives and sharing that peace with others regardless of ability or background. In the wake of the election, I found myself starting to lose hope and to feel that these efforts are just a drop in the bucket, and that we’re basically doomed. So, my question is, “How can we find hope in these scary times?” Hope is such an elusive concept. Obama brilliantly used it to bring the country together and help us move toward a fairer and more equitable society. Now we are moving in the other direction – towards a place where prejudice seems to be the norm. I hear lots of yoga teachers saying that these times are when we need to dig deeper in our personal practice to find our center. That is always a good idea. But my question is, “How do we keep hope alive so that we have the energy to speak up?” My fear is that if we lose hope then we become complacent and powerless, and that would be a very dangerous thing. I found hope when my 15-year-old son joined a walk-out with his entire high school to protest the election. It reminded me of my years on the street demonstrating with ACT UP San Francisco, fighting the politics of [...]